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Kamikaze Boys Kindle Edition

4.5 4.5 out of 5 stars 672 ratings

True love is worth fighting for!

My name is Connor Williams and people say I’m crazy. But that’s not who I am. They also think I’m straight, and mean, and dangerous. But that’s not who I am. The stories people tell—all those legends they whisper at school—they don’t mean a thing. Only my mother and younger brother matter to me. Funny then that I find myself wanting to stand up for someone else. David Henry, the cute bookish guy who always keeps to himself, is about to get his ass beat by a bunch of dudes bigger than him. I could look away, let him be one more causality of this cruel world… But that’s not who I am.

Kamikaze Boys, a Lambda Literary award-winning novel, is a story of love triumphant as two young men walk a perilous path in the hopes of saving each other.
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My inspiration
My life inspires my stories!

"When I was a teenager and still in the closet, I thought I'd never find the sort of love I dreamt about. Coming out changed everything. I eventually met a handsome guy from Germany who was visiting the US as an exchange student. His accent was adorable, his heart was kind, and his muscles were impressive, so I fell quick and hard. We've been married for over twenty years now. He continues to inspire me. I want other people to experience that kind of love through my stories!" -Jay Bell

Jay Bell

I write hot gay books that will break your heart.

Jay Bell writes from his home in Chicago where he lives with his husband and three cats. His best-selling book, Something Like Summer, spawned a series of heart-wrenching novels, a musically driven movie, and a lovingly drawn comic. He has since gone on to write other emotional and yet hopelessly optimistic stories about boys in love. When not crafting imaginary worlds, he occupies his free time with animals, art, action figures, and—most ardently—his husband Andreas.

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Genre Gay Romance High School Romance M/M Romance Coming of Age New Adult Romance Gay Fantasy
Summary A secret love affair in high school continues to haunt the hearts of two men whose relationship changes each time they meet. Retro charm, timeless drama! Join a group of LGBT teens in the 90s as they navigate love, identity, and life's crazy hurdles. A young man is swept back in time to the 1950s where he falls head over heels for a special guy. But can their love survive in a bygone era? A gay teenager crushes hard on his straight but secretive best friend. Can they find happiness together despite their differences? Two outcasts find comfort in each other's arms and decide to take on the injustices of the world, walking a dangerous line to do so. A young man sets off into the world with his talking cat to find the guy who broke his heart while also dodging deadly wizards.
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Winner in the 25th annual Lambda Literary Awards for Best Gay Romance, and winner of two Goodread's M/M Romance Member's Choice awards.

"Kamikaze Boys is an excellent love story, probing subjects such as bullying, drug abuse, taking responsibility for one's actions, learning to deal efficiently with other people's feelings, and learning to love with your whole heart. If you'd like a feel-good, romantic love story with lots of angst and reality thrown in as well, then look no further. This story has all of that and more." ~Lena Grey, Rainbow Books Reviews on Kamikaze Boys

"This novel was absolutely stunning. I could not put it down. Jay Bell weaves an incredibly tender love story into a tale of endurance and a fearless stand against bigotry and hate. He gives us a window into the life of gay teens that dare to say that their love is valid, their needs are important, and their choice to live as they desire is not only right but theirs to decide." ~Sammy,
Joyfully Jay on Kamikaze Boys

"The dialogue is witty and real, the emotion raw and deep. I'm in love with every character in these stories -- they feel like family. I've learned so much from these books and, trite as it may sound, I now have a deeper appreciation for love and life. Excellent." - Sara,
Amazon customer on Something Like Rain

"Jay Bell is an auto-buy author for me. It started with
Something like Summer, and from that point on, I have read every word of the Something Like...series and have listened to just about all of them. Jay Bell is such a great writer that you become invested in his characters." ~Kathie, The Novel Approach on Something Like Lightning

"It had been a long time since a book's characters made me almost forget they were fictional and inspired in me a desire to be a part of their world." ~Nicholas Kralev,
Huffington Post on Something Like Summer

About the Author

Jay Bell led a quiet life in Kansas until the day he met a handsome foreign exchange student named Andreas who swept him off his feet and carried him all the way to Germany. Much to their delight, marriage awaited them when they got there. While living so distant from friends and family, Jay began writing in an effort to reconcile the mixture of devotion and alienation he felt. This resulted in a Lambda Literary Award for his coming-of-age story Kamikaze Boys and a film option for his best-selling novel Something Like Summer. The happy couple have since moved to Chicago where their adventures continue. Jay pens the stories and Andreas provides the cover art, making them books about love, forged by love.

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B081TFXVCM
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ ; 2nd edition (November 20, 2019)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ November 20, 2019
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 2908 KB
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Sticky notes ‏ : ‎ On Kindle Scribe
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 330 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
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Jay Bell is a proud gay man and the award-winning author behind dozens of emotional and yet hopelessly optimistic stories. His best-selling book, Something Like Summer, spawned a series of heart-wrenching novels, a musically driven movie, and a lovingly drawn comic. When not crafting imaginary worlds, he occupies his free time with animals, art, action figures, and—most passionately—his husband Andreas. Jay is always dreaming up new stories about boys in love. If that sounds like your cup of tea, you can get the kettle boiling by visiting www.jaybellbooks.com.

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Reviewed in the United States on October 4, 2022
Jay Bell is a remarkable story teller. The author of the “Something Like…” stories, I picture his office with two laptops, one for the project at hand and one for keeping track of the many characters he explores through about twenty books. There are yellow post-its everywhere, a cup of room temperature coffee with current pop music playing and if I were he, an ashtray with at least one cigarette burning.
But I suspect that Mr. Bell doesn’t smoke. None of his characters do. They’re young and fit and active.
I’ve lived a fairly “straight” life- whatever that means- and never gave much thought to the differences between my family and the families of the LGBT people in my life. Me? I’m bisexual, somewhere in the middle of the Kinsey Scale, a measurement of sexuality that one of Mr. Bell’s characters taught me. What I was moved by is just how normal everyone is. Their lives are important and Mr. Bell writes character driven narrative, his dialogue is real, and any sex scenes (there are several) are comfortable, even hot, but always necessary to the story.
Having read a lot of gay fiction lately I find Jay Bell to be the very best, chewing my way through all his “Something Like…” books over the summer. Sixteen of them, each book bringing us closer to his characters. Gay, straight, Bi, Thai, we meet and live with all these characters and we come to love them, like an extended family; not many writers have achieved this. Not that I have found.
And fortunately for us, Jay Bell is another Agatha Christie. Or Stephen King. He writes quickly but carefully and during his relatively young life has produced an ample catalog of great fiction. It’s all worth your time, regardless of your sexuality. Begin with “Something Like Summer” and begin with Ben and Tim, the anchors of this series. You’ll know them from puberty to death, both of which are beautiful. The conflicts real, the characters flawed.
But familiar. Start with Summer and I would easily bet that you will want to read more. Jay Bell is fantastic. And his husband is responsible for the art work which actually applies to the story. It causes me to sometimes consider Mr. Bell as the main character in all his books. He’s there, just below the surface and we begin to believe that we know him.
And so I thank him for normalizing LGBTQ people. Ah, how the world has changed; Mr. Bell has done more than most. My grandfather always said, “It is our job to leave the world more beautiful than we found it.” Bravo, Mr. Bell.
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Reviewed in the United States on July 7, 2012
Jay Bell's books came to my attention when I self-published my own fourth novel. I kept seeing his books at the top of sales rankings here on Amazon.com, and thought, "What's all the fuss?"

Now I know. Meeting him in person may have given me an additional bias, but on its own, his latest ranks among the best of new realistic young adult novels.

Of course, the YA category may be limiting. Are such books supposed to be squeaky clean, offer a life lesson, and be palatable for a PG-rated audience? 'Kamikaze Boys' offers life lessons, but with a story that's sexy and sexual without being porny. It also (spoiler alert!) shifts into a surprisingly realistic depiction of the criminal justice system and youth psychiatric wards.

The romance builds between David, a frequently bullied out gay teenager, and Connor, who's reclusive, misunderstood, much larger and slightly older. After Connor intercedes when David is attacked by a gang of bullies led by the monstrous Chuck, an unlikely friendship quickly becomes more intimate.

Class issues play into their story as well, as Connor endures an awful job and a manipulative boss at a local McDonald's, which hampers their time together. While I cringed at the descriptions of the escalating violence in this story, sadly, it realistically depicts the struggle young gay men endure. With clean prose and empathetic characters, Bell has shared yet another outstanding story.
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Reviewed in the United States on May 27, 2015
After I finished "Something like Summer" I knew I had to keep reading the series, which is why I bought "Something like Winter" and "Kamikaze Boys". I'm not going to lie, I started "Something Like Winter" first, and I still haven't finished it, not because it's not good -it is!!- but because since it was the first book narrated from another POV I already knew how it was going to end, so I was not as excited.

But I digress. I started reading "Kamikaze Boys" feeling very hopeful, and I'm happy to say that I was not disappointed, not even once. Like always, this book was beautiful! The characters were precious and I fell in love with them! There is a fundamental reason why I love this book and this author, and it's not only because the story is easy to read and likable, but is also because it's so heart touching. This book made me laugh and cry. There was a point where I felt my heart being constricted inside my chest and it was so, so good!

When David got beat up I felt so angry I wanted to scream! And then when Connor was sent to prison! And if I though that was the worst, when David was sent to the hospital, I could not stop crying. I did not how Mr. Bell was going to do to have them together and happy, but he did. And the way he did it was so touching that by the time I finished the book I felt refreshed, as if everything in the world was just... right.

One thing I can say without hesitation is that, at least for me, this book was perfect and I was so extremely happy with the ending -I shed tears at the end-.

Once again I find myself saying: "Thank you, Mr. Bell, for writing this amazing story!" I can't wait to keep reading!

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Chantaldepe
5.0 out of 5 stars One of my favorite books !
Reviewed in Canada on December 23, 2014
One of my favorite books ! I love Jay Bell, he's an amazing author !!! His husband (who designed the covers) and him are such an inspiration for young gay people... : )
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richardandsandy
5.0 out of 5 stars Another masterpiece from Jay Bell!
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on August 17, 2015
The style of this novel is quite different to others by Jay Bell, particularly the Something Like... series. However, that is not to say that it is inferior in any way. It is a beautifully written novel about young love and the trials that come with it. About half way through all appeared to be too cosy (Jay always includes major amounts of drama in his novels - the path of true love never runs smoothly!) but suddenly drama and emotions run amock! Court and jail drama and paternal acceptance and emotion were so amazingly well written, so much so that I was on the edge of my seat and in floods of tears in equal measure. Plenty of laughter and hilarity too. This is such a beautiful, if sometimes harrowing, novel which I would recommend to anyone without reservation. Eagerly awaiting more from this fantastic author!
inktvis
4.0 out of 5 stars Schöne Geschichte jedoch ohne echte Spannungskurve
Reviewed in Germany on June 30, 2012
Das Buch ist wirklich gut. Ich möchte aber gleich zu meinen Bedenken kommen: Es gibt keine richtige Spannungskurve, sondern es tritt immer mal etwas Spannung auf. In "Something like Summer" hat der Autor das besser hinbekommen. Zudem ist der Protagonist mit dem aus "Something like Summer" praktisch identisch. Ich kann nicht empfehlen, die beiden Bücher unmittelbar im Anschluß aneinander zu lesen. Sonst war's aber super!
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Jacques Lévesque
4.0 out of 5 stars Not bad!
Reviewed in Canada on August 31, 2020
Good story but I did expect more but was happy with an actual story and not just sex! So many books are just so raunchy with not much of a story but not this one!
k
4.0 out of 5 stars Not your usual YA romance
Reviewed in Australia on March 18, 2023
I liked that this story was more than the usual meet cute. How many YA novels involve jail and mental hospital without the usual morality clause? It actually made me (well past my YA age) a little uncomfortable... But I think that is my age showing.
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